Sitting in room
I wonder and still wonder
It gives me goose bumps
And I turn deaf
To the sounds around
Have I lived my life?
Did I dream last night?
I am an addict
I am bonded
I am a slave
And I cry over my love
Fake orgasms
And Victorian mannerisms
I sit and relax
Watch the head going up and down
Captain on the ship
Drives me to the lonely island
Celluloid maddens me
And I sit fingers crossed
And eyes wide open
I need to kill a few animals
Nerves in my brain
And those in my legs
Entangled computer wires
All look the same
